Hokay. so heres the deal. I have new issues ALREADY! I got my sewing machine for christmas though so I suppose thats a plus against the drama that bombarded me >_> starting newyears day even.

But i got to look on the bright side... all my journals here seem to consist of bitching, bitching... and oh yes MORE BITCHING! so I'll cool my heels, or atleast try too. I mean I got alot of new advantages coming my way, new friends to replace the crummy ones... my love life is a lost cause though O__o suffering an extreme case of over kill.

I can has Asexuality?

Anyway... I'm turning 19 pretty quick here >_> just think soon I'll be 20 O____O!!!! Holy hell that age that you never put much thought into untill it gains speed and analy rapes you!!!!! and you think... Fuck... im getting old, but hey Atleast im not fat!

I have run out of things to chatter on about... hmm... Yay new cosplays coming my way... made better... BY MEEE. My jobs a shit hole... but when I drop them new supervisors on their ass they might just see how much good I actually do around that thrift junk building. they is gonna miss me, as most usually do when they realize what I brought into their lives. Im a good person (if a tad bit cranky) and I'm proud of that!

I have been so utterly lacking in inspiration! my update rate is... at the most pathetic...

I'm moving into my own appartment in september. And I have considered going to school to study becoming a Teachers assistant... I know! holy crap! but I honestly like the idea, I kind of always wanted to work with kids because im considerably more patient with them than with adults, children are stupid because they are children, adults are stupid because they are just bloody stupid and thats that!